The Major Mind Revamp.


Today i went to nafa, registered and all was sucessful.so now its a matter of whether i pass or fail the entry test.if i fail, i'm doomed.with nowhere to go for the entire year of 2007.So i feel its essential to have plan B.that is, retaking my o lvls.[i changed my mind from ite to this].the reason : i'm still young, barely even seventeen even in 12 months time though i'm borned 1990.also, i believe there'll be stronger concentration for me since i plan to retake these 3 subjects, math,eng and science.and with all the hard but worthwhile work, i'll pursue my dream,that is to take dip in molecular biotechnology.little did i know that choices could really trouble someone.and that someone...is me.


The big Problem #1: What if i dont get through the drawing and collage test to be officialy a nafa student? as i know of, the application for private candidates end this friday.and the entry test at nafa is only on the 3rd march.so, how?

The big problem #2: What if i plan to just retake and blow off my chance at nafa. ooh it'll hurt alot.and its feasible that i'll live my life engulfed with regrets and guilt.it is like cutting off a part of me, my love and passion for art.so, i cant cancel my registration.

The Big Problem #3: What if i plan to take the diploma in fine arts and retake too?
Stepping on reality's ground, its a matter of whther i can take the pressure or not.also, about the amount of money involved.oh it'll cost a hell lot of money.and i dont want to burden my parents!

i was so trapped in this aperture where itso dark like how problems can really impair yourself to keep the ball rolling.but someone lit up the darkness =) .hey all thanks to you kay. so now ive made my decision!

so here's the plan: I'll still register as a priv. candidate. and also will take the entry test.which means i'll be taking the diploma(if i pass the test)and o level at one time.i'll put this as a test for myself. its just to prove my determination to achieve what i want.i hadnt achieve someth ever so big like that for a very long time.so we'll see. how far i will reach.how strong i am as a person.cos this doing aint easy as this saying is.

and so i will be my own spring and legs. i fall, and i will bring myself back up.and it'll never end =)

Registered for nafa with elmy and friends.then, got some free food at my work place, followed by his.And these were some evident we tried so hard to manage a good shot.while walking! ha ha. eh, dont we look alike? he's my twin.k bluff.he's just my cousin. bwa ha ha!