Norshilah Nasir,
28th December 1990.


My name is Shila, and this site is where my very own life narration portrays, in mute. I am small built, and live in a pillbox world of warm duvets and sudden jabs. I wish to decode it all through typewriter letters and images, maybe more.
Cheers.
syira and i was walking happily towards the busstop when one gila monster pointed out to me.little did i know that she's my classmate.i was hoping she'd say something important, or at least something worth my time for that matter.and umm.. all that came out was three words. "hey..mother fucker". wth! so i just blurted out "hey..fother mucker" back and smiled a huge one to expose my dental display . k lame.

I feel so lethargic..when i'm on the bed,every bit off me will get all insomniac.when i have things to do, i'm a super sleepy head.whats worse is that i'm all down with flu [not that i dont suffer from it every morning] and this on and off feverish feeling never fails to irritate me.nevertheless, i'm still happy with how things hv been going on.and knowing that solitarily makes me happier.














gotta go and hv lunch and some rest. bye!







i cant believe i cried for you.over someone whom i was head over heals infatuated with.but i feel so much kick ass better after believing that someone i looked up to is a non-existant.now i know who you really are. but boy, you really pulled it off! that i'm still stuck at wondering whether your words and actions were heartfelt. they think ure really a nice guy, i still think you are though =), i really do.still, i'm very much happy to know that u've find yourself.good luck in whatever you do =). theres no point in dwelling in this agony anyway, its just gonna waste my time. haha i was so downright stupid!
i've heard so much about you.the truth's that what they say was exactly what i predicted.all from the start*.you said i'm a very patient girl.well, its gd to learn that patients do hv limits.and mine's running out.i'm not saying that i'm getting all paranoid from words that just cm out frm ppl's mouth, which of course, can also not be evident.i can just ignore, but hey, i dont trust you either.haha, ppl just lie to get themselves through the days.you just talk to me only when you have nothing better to do.and when you have, you lay me behind.who wouldnt feel offended?i have put my feelings aside for you, but there seems to be an absence of the feeling of being appreciated in me.well, its prolly just the time that i hv a taste of my own medicine.and i dont mind learning from it, and move on.guys tend to convince you they're different from the rest, every one of them do.but ironically, dont you think they're similar? haha nevermind, i have alot of time to myself. and i'm indulging every single second of it, without the need of anyone to be the reason of any wastage. so hey, why worry over something so trivial? in spite of all the upcoming odds rising against me, i'm a very happy girl. and i'm not afraid to be =)
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sleptover at ayie's last night. boy i really ate alot sia.hmm the bed was very comfy.i was about to turn in when i receive call from irya.the long late night call was good.we just miss each other la haha. =)
this morning i showered in ice.brrr it was -3849047897548574584 deg cel.cos im so slenge forgot to turn on the heater.so i went to sch with my ahchooosssss.had a math tutorial on trigo.my fav topic!aft sch i headed straight to the atm machine.didnt find myself frowning cos my pay's quite satisfying =)
so yes, here i am, blogging...gonna mug agn and take a shot nap later.aft thats done, i'm off to town with my dear sis.i so very much miss shopping with her.

i have no other picture to post thats why!haha!
so what else can i do? theres myriad of reasons why i put this song on my blog.
a had a taste of the first few days of school.and it wasnt bad aft all.but yest morn's physics class made me wanna roll 9302483940 miles on the floor.as per usual, the class alrd started when i got in.so i, with my very sardine face sat at the very front.the first thing i got from the teacher was "please dont sit at the front cos you'll add up to my inconvenience" out loud.ahhhhh malu sia cos everyone's eyes were on me.so i sidled to the back.and pretend nothing happened thru out the whole class.haha.and the rest of sch was ok.some students were v attentive some had the earpieces blasted out loud, some had a breeze with their psp, even during lesson.bapak kau punya skola apa??haha.and i had a chemistry open book test..and today i got my brain semi-dried aft attempting the compre qns.and i was yawning all the way.haha.
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fri night was yati's last day at work. so, you know what happened.we sabo-ed her!
she rode home with the smell of egg lingering behind her.it wasnt so bad actually cos she threw away the choco and vanilla powder we've been saving up for the highlight of the night. ha ha! gonna miss you yati =)







up to this day, he still is haha!





Some friendly apek cared to lend us a helping hand.
bwahahaha.


















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