Well, I must say 2009 has been very rewarding.
The clock's ticking so very quickly that i'm starting to think about how lethal time can be.

With time, people change.( a painful reality if it's for the bad, a chance to breathe if for the good)
With time, damage is done.(like we're a movie production, re-takes and mistakes here and there right?)
With time, people move on, and they heal. (I healed)
With time, we'll be able to tell and see the people who live to stay and those who leave.

When I look at you who stayed with me all these while, you give me a reminder to 'remember those who remember you' and 'forget those who forget you'.
With you, I have healed and only breathe the air that I should breathe.
With you, I have understood that it's okay to thank the painful history for how it benefits me in becoming a stronger person.
Thank You Muhd. Hussein. =)


I was wishing so much that you'd remember my birthday. but you didn't. you painfully didn't. were you so absorbed in you own life that you don't find the joy to even look and aknowledge my existance? I hate how I think about this every damn night. Where are you now?