what i did today:
the morning did greet me with mom's curry puff tingling yet sweet! aroma [thats just one of those little things that make my home at its homeliest state]and so did my ever so tembam cheeks.god i feel so fat! did the norm, websurfed.too bad the pc couldnt keep me home.so i made my way my workplace to meet up jam,anna and sab for world of tea class.sab and anna were on shift up till 5 so i just sat down and disturbed the rest lah.haha!and jam only arrived fifteen mins past five or so.well we were so so so fashionably late for class.so we had a hard time getting by pamela's brick wall.thanks to whomever's charm it belonged to, we got away with it. hmm,the art of tea? i managed to make the lesson knowledgeble. so there's the green,oolong and black tea and everything else im too lazy to touch on here.hard to say it wasnt intresting cos it was.way better than world of coffee.and yay we got thru the evening with our certificate.
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i love the rain but i'm getting sick from it.the body ache, the face's feverish heat and swollen feet.i hope i havent been over exerting myself too much.especially not mentally and emotionally..cos smoking's already a bad sign.i dont enjoy the taste,especially the afterkick.funny how it still makes me feel good and happier.i hadnt been a very good girl lately.
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so i taught myself that pushing everyone away is the best thing to do now.too bad i already got myself smitten with someone.good feelins still present cos now's not really the right time to take myself too seriously.so many things happened like vavavoom.and i've yet to expect more.more than whats been here.
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if you dig down this aperture,where all things good whirl around.where all things bad haunt it down, you'll find out that i really do care.and theres so much space to let.but this very smidgen time isnt allowing anything to render.not ever in this life.not now.and the only thing i'm capable of..is to not care..

So dont blame me.even if it means me growing so sick of you, you know who you are.its you whos taking things the harder way.