am ten mins away from my science practical.and i wonder why i'm still at home when i'm suppose to be at jurong.hahahahah. this sloth still lingers around.well, its either i beat it or lose to this illness.nvm i'll excuse myself this week tho i know its not one.

did closing shift as per usual last night.only that it didnt turn out as the norm.well, someone special popped out to spend some time with me, along w his friends.no wonder a post thats highlighting something i pretty much do thrice or so a week kan?and so my break time was worth pushed forward from a 6.40+ to the 8.30 one.tho i clocked in at 4, i let the 5 and 6 o'clock staff have their break before me.self impressed at how i endured the pain in the ass customers,subtle body building thru heavy weights and the spinning top navigations.nevermind the sudden and numerous chest pains that occured to me lately.yes, thats how special you are.

oh well, cant wait for tues and wed. a date and another date, both to hit the silver screen seats. yay!

-'After all the lies that I made you believe.Guilt kicks in then I start to see.The edge of the bed where your nightgown used to be..I told myself I won't miss you.But I remember .What it feels like beside you.I really miss your hair in my face and the way your innocence tastes.And I think you should know this.You deserve much better than me...'

Yes you, Hadi.
I'm sorry things didnt turn out the way we wanted it to be.or rather, the way YOU wanted it to be. We will stay strong and keep our lives going.We have to.and i believe faith has pushed me to where i am now.i still learn to love and cherish every little bit of what life has given me.