Norshilah Nasir,
28th December 1990.


My name is Shila, and this site is where my very own life narration portrays, in mute. I am small built, and live in a pillbox world of warm duvets and sudden jabs. I wish to decode it all through typewriter letters and images, maybe more.
Cheers.
the mouth of a human.yeah, thats the deadliest weapon.the ear, thats the most vulnerable object.in a sense that i travels to what we call emotions. in all i see, humans hurt alot.its a two way road.either you hurt another, or you get hurt by another. and in this life, you just have to go through these roads,to and fro. and soon enough, you know how the game is played.
and today, i've realized i'm the epitome of a seedling in a barren wasteland. though things have been hard and old around me, i've never understood a single bit of it. i cant relate to all means of survival.every nights and days, they're my beginnings.even in a hundred years. how i wish i'm a mermaid.swim with all the fishes with the loveliest creations of god. the ocean, corals and everything in between. =)
some people see me as an introvert.some, well, they see that i flirt around too much. if you think that i'm jumping from guy to guy, jumping is not a word.people break up not for just one reason.you see people, you have to open your eyes wide before you derive to any kind of assumptions or conclusions. i'm human and dont humans have the need to love and to feel loved? at a point of time, theres only one in your heart.but at another, you found that you're just going thru what others are going through too.dont we? we are just fending the fact that we are finding ourselves cos in reality, its us who's creating ourselves. you think for youself.its you who made the person you are now. and I, at this very age of sixteen, am still creating myself.accepting myself right before others do.loving myself first bbefore others do. and after doing so, i've fallen inlove a number of times. and now, theres only one in my heart.and i'm proud of it.i'm not scared to admit it.neither am i scared to get hurt from it.i love Aanis, and who dare do anything about it?
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